not a big talker

Did you ever want to talk to somebody, and you could tell they didn't really want to talk to you? I wish they wanted to talk to me.

I guess there's nothing I can do. I just keep sending messages now and then and calling now and then.. and sometimes I get responses... but its about 2 to 1. Therefore I worry. So, I guess I'll just forget about it.. time will pass, and maybe they'll miss me.

Whatever I do, I can't bring it up to them... like.."are you ignoring me?" Thats how it feels.. and I know where that conversation leads. to nowhere.. and thats where I already am.

work. fun. life. breath. exer.

got the Audi. still not licensed. apparently personalized plates are a bad idea.. I wanted ALIEN.. which I had in college.. but its taken. then I was thinking SUP3R for the Audi and Z3RO for the Honda.. but, then again.. I have too much time..

maybe i'll tell some people that I'm writing crap down somewhere. maybe I'll wait.